From the Files of John Gacek

It's hard for me to write this today, but Grandma Ann passed away this afternoon. Thankfully she passed away peacefully at home, surrounded by most of the people she dearly loved; of which those people are extremely grateful for the time we were given to prepare for this moment. That's not to say that it doesn't hurt anyways - I have been in and out of a sad state of depression and shock all evening, and almost everything I've come in contact with tonight has brought me to tears.



Sadly, when we lose a loved one, most people wish they had more time to spend with our departed. I only wish that I had spent the time I did have more wisely. She's only been gone for eight hours and I already miss her so much.

I came home today, and was greeted with a warm, sorrowful hug from Kelly. I lost it completely and broke down in her arms. I was, however, able to regain my composure as JJ walked into the room.

I picked him up, and gave him a big hug and a kiss.

I gave him another kiss, and told him that was from "Someone very special." I still don't know how I am going to explain this to him. He gets excited any time we drive near her neighborhood because he thinks we are going to Grandma Ann's house.

I give him another big hug and tell him I love him soooo much.

"I know you do, Daddy."